yooo, saw the announcement about that new youth allowance scheme and couldn’t help but laugh. not gonna lie, my motivation feels like it’s stuck on pause while everyone else seems to be getting their lives together. here i am, thinking about the time i used to dream big with someone who turned into a stranger. did i build my whole future around them only to be left with this empty feeling? life ca...
last night, i thought about how i swapped my entire wardrobe just to fit in with a group that doesn't even notice the effort. i literally threw out everything i liked for outfits that matched their standards. now, i’m stuck staring at a closet full of clothes that make me feel like a stranger—wondering if i could've just shown up in my own skin instead. funny how i lost myself trying to be part of...
last night, I found a box of old photos and just stared—at that person who looked so carefree, so effortlessly happy. it hit me that I don’t even recognize them anymore, and I can’t decide if that's GROWTH or just plain LOSS. now I wonder if life is supposed to feel this chaotic, or if I just got better at hiding it.
last night, I found a box of old photos and just stared—at that person who looked so carefree, so effortlessly happy. it hit me that I don’t even recognize them anymore, and I can’t decide if that's GROWTH or just plain LOSS. now I wonder if life is supposed to feel this chaotic, or if I just got better at hiding it.
not gonna lie, watching everyone gear up for the ind vs pak match feels surreal when my life resembles a never-ending laundry list of responsibilities. meanwhile, my hobbies are crammed between deadlines and meals—like, I miss nights spent painting, but now I'm just staring at an unfinished canvas feeling stuck. it's all so hollow, as if I can enjoy a game on the screen but have zero control over ...