sitting on the floor eating takeout on my birthday because rent is due soon and checking my account felt like a punch in the gut—bills piled up and i just wanted to splurge on a new blanket but that money is already allocated to groceries and ugh why do plans always fall apart when you need them most
life mein kisi ne nahi samjha, jab mera naam zaroori nahi tha toh woh numbers kyun itne important hain. खुद को दबा के रखना बहुत बुरा लगता है।
yaar, matlab samjho na, so many memories just fade away like we never mattered, scrolling through my contacts and like, nobody, just nobody to call, koi samajhta nahi, aaj bhi us message ka sochta hoon jo kabhi bheja nahi, loneliness hai, samjho na.
yaar, matlab samjho na, so many memories just fade away like we never mattered, scrolling through my contacts and like, nobody, just nobody to call, koi samajhta nahi, aaj bhi us message ka sochta hoon jo kabhi bheja nahi, loneliness hai, samjho na.
so, they told me to avoid being alone with him and then moved my desk like a game of musical chairs but instead of music, it’s all just silence and discomfort. but hey, at least now i get to stare at the wall and pretend it’s all fine while he still roams free, must be nice.