not gonna lie, hearing about the shooting in canada hit differently. it feels like the world is spiraling out of control, and here i am just trying to figure out my own mess. when i watch everyone around me couple up, it's like a constant reminder that my relationship is a casualty in this chaotic world. sometimes i wonder if my depression is just my way of refusing to play into the ridiculousness...
day 47 of pretending my life is fine while everyone else is buying houses and flaunting new cars. my aunty asked about marriage today like its supposed to fix the fact that i don’t even have health insurance. i scroll through social media and all i see are updates about T20 World Cup plans, while i can barely make plans for my own future. maybe the only thing i’m winning at is watching everyone el...
it's not that i'm upset about my classmate's extravagant wedding video. it's just hard to watch people move on while i sit here, literally feeling more disconnected every day. i have hundreds of contacts but nobody to call when the weight of loneliness hits me. life over here feels like an endless cycle of pretending, honestly. and now, with everything happening back home and the news about the shooting, i can't help but feel like i sacrificed so much to chase dreams that are now just empty. #CanadaShooting #Isolation
it's not that i'm upset about my classmate's extravagant wedding video. it's just hard to watch people move on while i sit here, literally feeling more disconnected every day. i have hundreds of contacts but nobody to call when the weight of loneliness hits me. life over here feels like an endless cycle of pretending, honestly. and now, with everything happening back home and the news about the shooting, i can't help but feel like i sacrificed so much to chase dreams that are now just empty. #CanadaShooting #Isolation
ever find yourself wishing you could just hit rewind on your life? when I saw the news about the Aussie team dropping like flies ahead of the World Cup, I thought about my own missed opportunities. I had my moment once, a chance to pitch my idea to the higher-ups at work. waited too long, and by the time I built up the courage, they had moved on. now I sit in the meetings, listening to the latest ...