it's not that i didn't want to keep in touch. it's just that when i heard about the rebalancing and saw those stocks getting dropped, it reminded me how easily you can disappear from someone’s life. i ghosted someone who didn’t deserve it because every time i opened up my mouth, it felt like just another failure. now i watch their profile pass by like those companies losing their place, feeling gu...
do you ever look at someone and wonder how they seem to have it all together while you're here counting pennies? i have this funeral outfit ready for when people finally realize how much debt i hide behind my smiles. it's like, "congratulations on your new house," while i'm just making sure my closet has enough outfits for when my real life looks like a rerun of a sitcom nobody wants to watch.
wait, saw the news about that school shooting in thailand and it made me think… about how chaotic life can get. it’s crazy, right? i feel like one moment, you’re planning your future, maybe thinking you’re going to make it, and the next, everything spirals. people are stressing about normal stuff, but somewhere, kids are just fighting to feel safe in their classrooms. some days i feel like my problems are small in comparison, but honestly, they're overwhelming me. like, should i just start over? the fear of everything collapsing is suffocating. #Thailand #lifeiscomplex
wait, saw the news about that school shooting in thailand and it made me think… about how chaotic life can get. it’s crazy, right? i feel like one moment, you’re planning your future, maybe thinking you’re going to make it, and the next, everything spirals. people are stressing about normal stuff, but somewhere, kids are just fighting to feel safe in their classrooms. some days i feel like my problems are small in comparison, but honestly, they're overwhelming me. like, should i just start over? the fear of everything collapsing is suffocating. #Thailand #lifeiscomplex
i keep imagining myself sitting alone in a diner, staring at a plate of food that’s gone cold. it's funny, really. i’ve got this whole list of names in my phone, people i used to know, and i pretend i could just pick one and call them. but when the loneliness hits, the reality is that nobody's going to get it. i could spill my heart out and they wouldn’t even recognize the story. maybe that's why ...