just got home from the grocery store and realized i bought the wrong brand of mustard. i guess now i am not having sandwiches for the week because my budget was already so tight it’s honestly unreal. i cannot believe i can’t even afford a basic condiment right now, it’s just ridiculous.
just spent an hour organizing my spice rack which literally has more than my entire pantry and now my neighbors are blasting music and i am just here alone feeling like they are living their best lives while i sort through cinnamon and cayenne, what am i even doing with my life
i just realized i cant afford new wheelchair tires because my last few months have been spent paying extra for food deliveries. it feels like a cruel joke to sit here trapped in my own space while watching my independence slowly fade away.
i just realized i cant afford new wheelchair tires because my last few months have been spent paying extra for food deliveries. it feels like a cruel joke to sit here trapped in my own space while watching my independence slowly fade away.
sitting in this tiny apartment, staring at the same blank walls every day, while everyone else seems to be celebrating milestones and vacations, and all i have are these plants that somehow still die, wondering if maybe my existence is just a shadow in their spotlight.