day 23 of pretending i'm fine. it’s been four weeks since i last scrolled past their photos, but i still check my own messages at 3am. thought maybe my heart needed some reassurance too. catching myself hearting my own words was a new low. they said we were forever. now it’s just me and my imaginary updates. who knew loneliness had this much time to kill? #breakupstruggles #selfdeception
no because why does everyone have their lives together while I’m over here trying to figure out which meal to microwave? I swear I just watched someone post their vacation pics and it felt like I was watching a fairy tale while I’m stuck in a B-rated horror movie. is there a manual I missed or is it just me fumbling around in the dark hoping I trip over a sense of direction?
it's day 47 of waking up to someone who loves to remind me just how small I am. do I stay and pretend I'm thriving, or do I actually deserve to chase my dreams without their shadow looming over me? I caught myself scrolling through coaching calls like they hold the key to my escape, convinced that one day they’ll realize they need ME too. but then, how do I let go of the familiar chaos? # #strugglebus
it's day 47 of waking up to someone who loves to remind me just how small I am. do I stay and pretend I'm thriving, or do I actually deserve to chase my dreams without their shadow looming over me? I caught myself scrolling through coaching calls like they hold the key to my escape, convinced that one day they’ll realize they need ME too. but then, how do I let go of the familiar chaos? # #strugglebus
not gonna lie, the other day I made accidental eye contact with a stranger at the park and now I’m convinced they are my soulmate. I mean, how often do you lock eyes with someone, and in that moment, realize they might be the missing puzzle piece to your existence? like, am I really planning a WEDDING around a five-second glance? what if they’re just as confused by my staring as I am?