Confessions: scrolling through old messages feels weird. like, where did everyone go and why …

i was convinced i ruined my favorite sweater with a whole bottle of red wine at the party, literally thought it was done for, but after a soak and some luck it looks perfect again, i cannot believe it worked out like this, honestly what a relief.

i took this random class online and ended up learning more about myself than i thought i would but i never even finished the assignments. now it feels like this weird burden just sitting there, like i owe it to myself to do something but i just dont want to.

दिमाग में घूमता है वो पागलपन जब लोग अपनी सफलताओं का जश्न मनाते हैं और मैं यहाँ माँ को देखती हूँ, जो पूरी तरह से बेहोश है और मेरे पास टायर वाली नींद के बिना तीन हफ्ते से फर्श पर सो रही हूँ, जब वो तो सिर्फ पैसे भेजते हैं पर जब आना था तब नहीं आए, यार, समझो न।