what happens when you realize your entire identity was built around someone who is now just a stranger? my friends are out here getting engaged, and i'm here wondering if i even know who i am anymore. i had to become fluent in emotional suppression because nobody understands that kind of emptiness. my ex is living their best life, while i scroll through photos of everyone pairing up, questioning e...
i wrote an entire thank you speech for an award i haven’t won yet, as if it would somehow change the outcome. does anyone else catch themselves rehearsing gratitude in front of a mirror for moments that never come? it feels kind of silly and pathetic, like preparing for a standing ovation that you know will never happen... but somehow, here i am.
last night, I learned my ex is dating my friend. everyone knew except me. honestly, it’s like I was literally walking around with a blindfold while everyone else was watching a whole damn rom-com unfold. now, I'm just here piecing together the reality of how much of myself I built around someone who’s already moved on. honestly, betrayal hits different when you realize you were the punchline the whole time.
last night, I learned my ex is dating my friend. everyone knew except me. honestly, it’s like I was literally walking around with a blindfold while everyone else was watching a whole damn rom-com unfold. now, I'm just here piecing together the reality of how much of myself I built around someone who’s already moved on. honestly, betrayal hits different when you realize you were the punchline the whole time.
yar, matlab samjho na, everyone thinks my family is rolling in money because we send some back home. लेकिन असली कहानी ये है कि मैं यहाँ रोज़ maggi खाकर गुज़ारा कर रहा हूँ, और झूठ बोल रहा हूँ कि सब ठीक है। घर वाले समझते नहीं, सिर्फ चमचमाते चेहरे और मेहमानों के सामने दिखावा। कभी कभी लगता है, क्या यही था वो सपना? ये इमारतें, ये खर्चे... सब कुछ सिर्फ façade है। #Ramadan #LifeChoices