it’s not that i’m bitter about seeing everyone couple up while i’m over here waiting for a new episode of my life to drop. it’s just that sometimes, when i look back at old photos, i barely recognize that person anymore. maybe it’s growth or maybe it’s loss, but losing that someone meant losing pieces of myself too. now i'm the one scrolling through highlights while my heart feels like it's still ...
just realized that every time i pick up my guitar, i think about the promise i made to forgive them. yet, every chord feels heavy, a reminder that i’ll never trust them again. it’s ironic, isn’t it? the sound of strings ringing in a room full of silence. a quiet sadness only i can hear.
yooo, just saw a video of my old classmate singing at a sold-out arena. i still remember when we were the ones doing karaoke in a crammed basement. now it feels like everyone is climbing some invisible ladder while i'm stuck in the same old spot, arguing with myself about whether my “passion” for knitting can really lead to anything. i'm crafting a tiny scarf for a doll instead of a masterpiece. is this what adulting is? because if so, i must've missed the memo. #justwondering #lifedecisions
yooo, just saw a video of my old classmate singing at a sold-out arena. i still remember when we were the ones doing karaoke in a crammed basement. now it feels like everyone is climbing some invisible ladder while i'm stuck in the same old spot, arguing with myself about whether my “passion” for knitting can really lead to anything. i'm crafting a tiny scarf for a doll instead of a masterpiece. is this what adulting is? because if so, i must've missed the memo. #justwondering #lifedecisions
the way that I opened my email this morning to see “this message has been flagged as phishing” like, great, just another sign I can’t get anything right, and it felt like losing that one person I thought was the answer to everything, but honestly, that hurt way less than realizing I’d invested so much of myself into them—like now I’m back to square one and feeling totally out of sync as everyone e...