not gonna lie, I just said I couldn’t go to a pottery class because I had “prior commitments,” but really it was my bank account silently judging me while I stare at my broken shoelaces like they're a new art project. I'm just one ceramic bowl away from being a craftsy Picasso with trust issues—because how can I trust anything in my life when I can’t even trust my own footwear to hold it together?...
last night, i was scrolling through social media when the news hit about the climate summit outcomes. it felt like everyone is out here celebrating big plans for the planet while i’m just trying to plan my next meal. is it normal to feel left behind on every front? my friends are posting new cars, new houses, and i’m just here hoping my refrigerator doesn’t break. should i even be dreaming about a...
yaar, matlab imagine, mere college ke dost ki shaadi ka video dekh raha tha, kuch 50 lakhs ka shadi ka jamela, aur main to yaar, apni bartan wash karne wali machine se kuch badi rahein, matlab, baarish main kabhi nikalna bhi pade, bas ghar ki galiyaan bhatak raha hoon. ek taraf gharelu rang, ek taraf aise décor ki baatein sun kar yaad aata hai, mere saath hi kuch uncles the jo dance bhi nahi karte. samjho yaar, pura shadi ki mehfil ke baad mujhe bas dua thi, khud ke liye koi instagram filter ya hum honge kamyab, matlab dosti nahi raha, par kisiko to pata nahi na, kabhi nahi honge.
yaar, matlab imagine, mere college ke dost ki shaadi ka video dekh raha tha, kuch 50 lakhs ka shadi ka jamela, aur main to yaar, apni bartan wash karne wali machine se kuch badi rahein, matlab, baarish main kabhi nikalna bhi pade, bas ghar ki galiyaan bhatak raha hoon. ek taraf gharelu rang, ek taraf aise décor ki baatein sun kar yaad aata hai, mere saath hi kuch uncles the jo dance bhi nahi karte. samjho yaar, pura shadi ki mehfil ke baad mujhe bas dua thi, khud ke liye koi instagram filter ya hum honge kamyab, matlab dosti nahi raha, par kisiko to pata nahi na, kabhi nahi honge.
the way that literally everyone is obsessed with elon musk's latest space launch. meanwhile, my friends are planning a weekend without me like i'm not over here wondering if i even exist. do they think i wouldn’t find out? how am i supposed to feel when i see those texts pop up and realize i’m not even included in their literal “earthbound adventures”? i might as well sign up for space camp becaus...