मतलब यार, इस तरह से घर में सारी जगह में सामान बिखरा हुआ है, जैसे मैं अपनी ज़िन्दगी की फ़ैसले करने की कोशिश कर रहा हूँ — पर कोई समझता नहीं, और फिर मैं ये सोचते हुए बैठा रहता हूँ कि किसी को फ़र्क भी नहीं पड़ता।
yaar, matlab samjho na, aaj mujhe laga tha sab kuch khatam ho gaya hai par mujhe phone ki taraf se ek chitti mili aur wo kuch achhi khabar thi, aur abhi bhi lag raha hai ke ye sirf ek sapna hai, kya waqai ye sach hai ke sab theek ho gaya?
i spent an hour organizing my sock drawer today and felt this weird sense of accomplishment, like somehow folding socks was going to fix everything but now i just keep looking at my phone like maybe someone will reach out and tell me it is going to be okay or something but…
i spent an hour organizing my sock drawer today and felt this weird sense of accomplishment, like somehow folding socks was going to fix everything but now i just keep looking at my phone like maybe someone will reach out and tell me it is going to be okay or something but…
scrolling through old pictures and just remembering how we used to hang out—now it feels like everyone has moved on. खुद से ही बातें कर रही हूँ, कोई समझता नहीं।