literally cannot believe the test result came back negative, yaar, matlab samjho na, just a week ago I was in total panic thinking I would have to face all those questions. अब मैं बस थोड़ा और जीने की उम्मीद कर सकता हूँ!
मतलब, जब मैं घर पर जाती हूं तो मुझे लगता है कि लोग समझते नहीं कि मेरी बेटी के साथ क्या हुआ। अब मुझे अपने पिताजी की आंखों में शर्मिंदगी का सामना करना पड़ता है, और मैं कुछ नहीं कर पा रही।
sometimes i think about how many birthday parties i’ve missed because i was too busy putting everyone else first and now i’m left with a pile of regrets about never really having a proper celebration for myself, like that time i didn’t even blow out the candles on my own cake.
sometimes i think about how many birthday parties i’ve missed because i was too busy putting everyone else first and now i’m left with a pile of regrets about never really having a proper celebration for myself, like that time i didn’t even blow out the candles on my own cake.
i had to choose between new shoes or buying groceries this week and ended up getting neither. checking my account feels like a punch in the gut every time, just seeing it sitting there like a reminder of all the things i can't have, like peace or just a little relief.