just spent the last hour staring at my empty closet, realizing i only wear like two outfits but have so many things i never touch. it's kind of wild how much space it takes up for stuff that just hangs there.
بھائی، جب دیکھتا ہوں سب اپنے نئے گھر لے رہے ہیں اور میں اپنے ایک بیڈ روم کے اپارٹمنٹ میں سر توڑ کوشش کر رہا ہوں، سب کچھ خالی ہے، کھانا تو بس کبھی کبھار بنتا ہے، ایک مہینے میں میرے پاس بس اتنی پیسے بچ گئے کہ اور سوچ بھی نہیں سکتا۔ گھر والے سمجھتے نہیں کہ یہاں ایک ہی نوالہ کھانا کتنا مشکل ہے۔
just checked my bank account and realized i’m a week away from being totally broke—rent due and the only thing left in there is not even enough for groceries. was gonna buy some new shoes for work but now i can’t even afford to fill my gas tank.
just checked my bank account and realized i’m a week away from being totally broke—rent due and the only thing left in there is not even enough for groceries. was gonna buy some new shoes for work but now i can’t even afford to fill my gas tank.
i just realized my favorite blanket has a giant stain that i somehow never noticed until now and it’s like my whole life is a mess so how can i possibly clean this up when it’s literally the only comfort i have when everything else is just bleh and it feels like all the warmth just went away like wth am i even doing with myself