tried to tell my friend about this project i’ve been really passionate about and it just sounded so silly coming out of my mouth—like i was rambling about something pointless. now i feel like they see me as this weirdo with too much time on my hands when it actually means a lot to me.
sat in the emergency room feeling like a complete nobody because i could not think of one single person to call. five years in this city and the silence just feels louder and louder, it hurts, really hurts.
so i ordered a pizza, right? and somehow they delivered it to my neighbor, who then brings it over saying “you owe me a slice” like i'm gonna pay for food that got to them FIRST, is this a pizza monopoly or something?
so i ordered a pizza, right? and somehow they delivered it to my neighbor, who then brings it over saying “you owe me a slice” like i'm gonna pay for food that got to them FIRST, is this a pizza monopoly or something?
sometimes i lay awake at night thinking about how in 2016 i got so lost on a hike that i started crying and yelling for my friend who had already gone home because i was too proud to admit i had no clue where i was and all i could hear was the rustling of leaves and my own stupid voice echoing back at me.