day 47 of pretending i’m living the dream—while secretly spiraling. it's like everyone's convinced i’m rolling in success just because my clothes look decent and i can smile at the barista who brightens my mornings. meanwhile, my credit card balances mock me in the dead of night. sometimes, i look at my old friends and wonder if they even remember the struggle or if they're too busy acting like th...
yooo, i thought i was done grieving over a friendship that ended without any real closure. then i found myself googling those lottery numbers for the "หวยลาวพัฒนา" just for something to feel excited about, you know? but what hit harder was realizing how much effort i wasted trying to revive something already buried. now i’m here in my funeral outfit, ready to mourn my past instead of actually movi...
kya karu, ab to bas scrolling karte rehta hoon Instagram par unki wedding ki pictures dekh kar. unhone toh mujhe bhool hi diya hai, par har baar jab India ki matches hote hain, mujhe unka laugh yaad aata hai jo dekhte hue aata tha. ab hum sirf strangers hain, aur pata nahin kab milegi woh galiyaan, bas yeh wish reh gayi hai. #IndVsUae #Loneliness
kya karu, ab to bas scrolling karte rehta hoon Instagram par unki wedding ki pictures dekh kar. unhone toh mujhe bhool hi diya hai, par har baar jab India ki matches hote hain, mujhe unka laugh yaad aata hai jo dekhte hue aata tha. ab hum sirf strangers hain, aur pata nahin kab milegi woh galiyaan, bas yeh wish reh gayi hai. #IndVsUae #Loneliness
last night, i heard that news about الشباب against الأهلي and just froze. like, great, now i’m over here in my little world obsessively checking for updates while my toxic coworker is strutting around like they just won an award - meanwhile, i'm still thinking about that cringe moment when i accidentally called them "boss" instead of their name in the break room. the only title i can relate to is ...