yaar, dekho na, jab se वो खबर आई है कि lord mandelson ke chakkar me sab kuch bura chal raha hai, tab se mujhe lagta hai jaise sab kuch bekar ho raha hai. aaj kal sab log apne house aur car ki selfies le rahe hain, aur mein bas yaad kar raha hoon ke main apne basic kharch bhi nahi kar sakta. हर कोई अपनी ज़िंदगी की सही टाक दिखा रहा है, और मैं… मैं तो अभी भी अपने बैग में वो पुराना फोन लटकाए बैठा हूँ....
ngl, I literally just spent thirty minutes obsessively scrolling through videos of سامي الجابر because he said something dramatic about the league, and like, I don't even watch sports. I'm just in that headspace where I'm overthinking everything and wondering why that cute barista didn't text me back last week. it feels like I’m giving more energy to some dude who has no idea I exist than to the p...
last night, i caught myself scrolling through pictures of someone wearing the very uniform i turned down, smiling like they’ve just won the lottery. they didn’t even look that good in it, yet here i am, sitting in my pajamas, still mulling over that weird panic attack i had when they offered me the job. who knew that saying no would be so triggering? now i'm imagining them popping champagne in celebration, and me staring blankly at a half-eaten box of cereal, realizing the only thing i’m good at is regretting my choices.
last night, i caught myself scrolling through pictures of someone wearing the very uniform i turned down, smiling like they’ve just won the lottery. they didn’t even look that good in it, yet here i am, sitting in my pajamas, still mulling over that weird panic attack i had when they offered me the job. who knew that saying no would be so triggering? now i'm imagining them popping champagne in celebration, and me staring blankly at a half-eaten box of cereal, realizing the only thing i’m good at is regretting my choices.
the way that my friends post their new cars and I’m over here literally wrestling with my grocery budget. honestly, my mom dropped by unannounced and caught me eating cereal for dinner while my fridge proudly displayed nothing but condiments and a suspicious-looking takeout container. everyone's living this glamorous life and I’m just trying to figure out which corner of my couch is least uncomfor...