checked my storage unit today and realized i forgot to pay the last bill and now there are late fees piled on top like why do i even bother to keep these things when i can’t afford them and everything feels like a weight dragging me down down down.
so i went to this dinner party and while everyone was laughing and pouring wine, i ended up asking the host if they had any sparkling water like a total weirdo. i was so focused on my drink that when i looked up, the whole table was staring at me, and i was like oh man, here we go, but at least my awkwardness broke the ice.
sat at my desk and realized i have enough pencils to start my own art class but my walls are literally so bare i could hang one of those drawings and it would just look sad and so i sit here staring at them and feeling like i need to do something meaningful with my life but also i just want to be able to buy a nice frame for one of them.
sat at my desk and realized i have enough pencils to start my own art class but my walls are literally so bare i could hang one of those drawings and it would just look sad and so i sit here staring at them and feeling like i need to do something meaningful with my life but also i just want to be able to buy a nice frame for one of them.
just wiped down my desk and suddenly felt super accomplished while everyone else on my street is probably making gourmet dinners or finishing side projects. like how is cleaning a surface my big win for the day when my friends are actually launching their own brands and i am just here with a smudge-free corner and an empty fridge...