yaar, matlab samjho na, 25 years old and still in the same small apartment with peeling walls while my brothers have degrees and jobs – even my friends are planning weddings through those matrimonial sites like they are resumes and I am still struggling to read my own name on documents – घर वाले समझते नहीं.
yaar, matlab samjho na, 14 logon ke saath ghar mein privacy milna mushkil hai, kisi kaam pe focus nahi kar pata kyunki sab dekh rahe hote hain, कभी भी रोने का मन करता है पर कोई समझता नहीं.
saw my estranged parent show up to the funeral like everything was fine and everyone just hugged them while I was standing there feeling invisible - I wanted to scream that it was not okay but I just smiled and said nothing. it haunts me that I let them walk back in so easily like they never hurt me and I hate myself for that weakness.