Confessions: i keep finding myself staring at the empty shelf in the living room where i was …

yaar, matlab samjho na, जब घर वाले पैसे भेजते हैं पर आते नहीं, मैं सोचता हूँ क्या यह मेरा काम है उनकी देखभाल करना, अब तीन हफ्ते हो गए, ऐसे लगा जैसे सब कुछ बस…

so i was at the store and asked an employee where the cranberry sauce was, thinking of thanksgiving, and she looked at me like i was crazy because it was june and then i awkwardly laughed and left empty-handed feeling like such an idiot.

just checked my bank account and saw I am five dollars short for rent this month after bills and groceries and I had to pause because it is so stressful to think about how it seems like every plan I make just crumbles to dust and now I cannot afford to breathe.