it's not that I'm lonely, it's just that I've become really good at pretending I don’t mind the silence. I have all these people I know, but nobody really sees me. I can throw out a witty remark and watch them laugh, but nobody knows that I'm standing there thinking of the last time I felt truly connected to someone. I guess it’s funny; I can forgive someone in public but in my mind, they still do...
it's funny how everyone wants to take but nobody wants to give back. my salary hits and like a good soldier, 80% goes to my family, while I stretch the last 20% like a rubber band—thinking it'll miraculously become enough. it's exhausting always feeling like the lifeline—like I'm one missed paycheck away from drowning in everyone's expectations. I see friends traveling while I barely afford my cup...
every time i see news about someone passing, like Zaeem Qadri, it hits differently. i lost someone too, not to death but to the choices we made that seemed right at the time. now, i’m here alone, swiping through memories while everyone else is moving on. feels like a cruel reminder that nothing is forever, and maybe i should have fought harder, even when it hurt. ya, زندگی کی سچائی یہ ہے کہ کوئی سمجھتا نہیں #ZaeemQadri #lifeishard
every time i see news about someone passing, like Zaeem Qadri, it hits differently. i lost someone too, not to death but to the choices we made that seemed right at the time. now, i’m here alone, swiping through memories while everyone else is moving on. feels like a cruel reminder that nothing is forever, and maybe i should have fought harder, even when it hurt. ya, زندگی کی سچائی یہ ہے کہ کوئی سمجھتا نہیں #ZaeemQadri #lifeishard
it's not that i care about cricket rankings, it's just that every time i hear about sikandar raza’s rise, i can't help but think about the paths i didn’t take. my friends are all doing incredible things while i just sit in this endless loop of second-guessing every decision i made. i keep staring at my phone, waiting for a notification that never comes, just like the chances i passed up. #Sikandar...