yaar, matlab samjho na, bank balance dekha toh laga kyun sab kharch ho gaya, chai ke liye bhi nahi hai - और घर वाले समझते नहीं, medicine ki wajah se kaise bills bhar rahe hain.
been on a waiting list for a therapist for what feels like a decade and the crisis hotline basically told me to just keep breathing or something. guess mental healthcare is like that trendy restaurant everyone talks about but you never get a reservation for, because why should it be easy to get help when you can just suffer instead.
after fourteen months of feeling free, the moment i slipped, the guilt crashed in so hard that telling my sponsor felt like handing over my whole self to the shame and i just... sat there imagining the clock ticking down from day one all over again, just thinking about how quickly it can unravel...
after fourteen months of feeling free, the moment i slipped, the guilt crashed in so hard that telling my sponsor felt like handing over my whole self to the shame and i just... sat there imagining the clock ticking down from day one all over again, just thinking about how quickly it can unravel...
yaar, matlab samjho na, जब मैं किताबों की दुकान में जाता हूँ तो मेरे मन में यही ख्याल आता है कि कोई मुझे यहाँ समझ नहीं रहा, सिर्फ़ किताबें हैं, और सच्ची दोस्ती का तो पता ही नहीं। कभी-कभी ऐसा लगता है जैसे मैं सिर्फ़ खुद से बातें कर रहा हूँ।