honestly, i just read about kelly curtis making waves in the olympics, and it hit me hard. everyone is celebrating their achievements, while i can barely get a congratulatory word from my parents without being compared to my sibling, who’s "always done better." family gatherings feel like an interrogation where i’m under scrutiny. the pressure to excel, to be someone worthy of attention, is suffoc...
i just realized how much i’ve spent on all those streaming subscriptions. it feels like my bank account is as unpredictable as the weather today. sunny skies, warm vibes, but this week's forecast? total chaos. part of me is waiting for the universe to magically pay off those bills or deliver the perfect romantic dinner on a rooftop somewhere. like, if the sun is shining just right, can't a life-al...
it's 3am and honestly, i just scrolled through another perfect Instagram feed and feel like crying. everyone looks like they have their lives together while i'm over here Googling "how to avoid an eviction notice" after my rent went up. literally just got hit with an unexpected bill and had to choose between eating or making that payment. yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं why i'm always stressed. just feeling like i'm racing to keep up with everyone else's lives, but honestly, my reality feels more like a crash landing. #MaxVerstappen #realstruggles
it's 3am and honestly, i just scrolled through another perfect Instagram feed and feel like crying. everyone looks like they have their lives together while i'm over here Googling "how to avoid an eviction notice" after my rent went up. literally just got hit with an unexpected bill and had to choose between eating or making that payment. yaar, matlab samjho na, घर वाले समझते नहीं why i'm always stressed. just feeling like i'm racing to keep up with everyone else's lives, but honestly, my reality feels more like a crash landing. #MaxVerstappen #realstruggles
not gonna lie, sometimes I scroll through old photos and see a version of me that feels like a total stranger. like, I have hundreds of contacts saved, but literally nobody knows the parts of me that are cracked and worn. I could disappear tomorrow and I think only my Spotify playlists would notice… maybe they’d finally get a listen.