it’s not that i don’t exist, it’s just that my friends became like those invisible ink tattoos, fading into something nobody really sees anymore. i keep scrolling through hundreds of names on my phone like it's a rejected cast list from a bad play. where's the backstage crew that helps you through the drama? instead, it's just me in this solo act, holding a box of expired cereal at 3am, asking why...
i saw the lottery results today, and honestly, it made me think of that time i accidentally told my neighbor about my collection of creepy porcelain dolls. like, who does that? now every time i see them, all i can think about is their shocked expression and how i want to drown my embarrassment in a heap of cash. it’s like my biggest fear has a name, and it's staring at me while i water my hydrange...
day 17 of accidentally having a favorite mug, and it still reminds me of when we used to argue over who gets the first cup in the morning. I catch myself pouring coffee into it, feeling like it holds all the dreams we talked about, but it just sits there, full of silence instead. is this what it's like to love someone too much, to lose pieces of yourself without even realizing it? like, when did I start dating my daily rituals instead? #lostlove #exhaustedheart
day 17 of accidentally having a favorite mug, and it still reminds me of when we used to argue over who gets the first cup in the morning. I catch myself pouring coffee into it, feeling like it holds all the dreams we talked about, but it just sits there, full of silence instead. is this what it's like to love someone too much, to lose pieces of yourself without even realizing it? like, when did I start dating my daily rituals instead? #lostlove #exhaustedheart
yooo, I just saw that wedding video of my classmate. 50 lakhs spent, yaar! and here I am, staring at my bank account with barely enough to splurge on a good meal. matlab, kya socha tha unhone? I can’t help but feel this mix of envy and self-doubt bubbling up. hai na, it’s like everyone’s playing a different game and I forgot to read the rules. suddenly I just want to run away and start a new life ...