so after my buddy decided to take the express route to peace, i thought picking up painting might help process things but now i just have a canvas of sad stick figures staring back at me like they know the whole mess and honestly, they probably do.
घर वाले समझते नहीं कि ये constant buzzing ringtone literally मेरा सारा ध्यान भटकाता है, seriously, और फिर पूरी रात नींद नहीं आती। वो लोग सोचते हैं technology से सब आसान हो गया है, पर कोई नहीं समझता।
i thought i could handle it, i really did, but one drink turned into a night i couldn’t escape from, and now facing my sponsor feels like the biggest mountain. starting over, again, and the shame just hits hard, like really hard.
i thought i could handle it, i really did, but one drink turned into a night i couldn’t escape from, and now facing my sponsor feels like the biggest mountain. starting over, again, and the shame just hits hard, like really hard.
i am literally scared to go to another doctor because they all say its stress or anxiety and i am stuck in this pain that no one seems to take seriously, it feels like i am going crazy and i honestly just wish someone would believe me.