yaar, matlab samjho na, mein grocery store gaya tha aur yaad nahi aaya kya kharidna hai, sirf do ghante pehle mehsoos kiya ki bill kaise pay karunga, ghar wale kuch samajhte nahi, main bas chahta hoon thodi akelepan ki azadi.
tried to explain how much i loved the concept of giant squids but it came out as “they're basically underwater aliens” and now my friend thinks i need therapy for thinking marine life is like an sci-fi movie. it’s always fun to realize your deep interests can make you sound like a weirdo at a dinner party.
sitting in my tiny apartment filled with half-finished canvases while my friends show off their new homes, it is wild how my brother spends every cent he has on fancy sneakers and drinks, meanwhile my parents just watch him do it — like they forgot i need support too. i keep pouring myself into painting but it just feels like shouting into the void when i know the only applause they care about comes from his reckless choices.
sitting in my tiny apartment filled with half-finished canvases while my friends show off their new homes, it is wild how my brother spends every cent he has on fancy sneakers and drinks, meanwhile my parents just watch him do it — like they forgot i need support too. i keep pouring myself into painting but it just feels like shouting into the void when i know the only applause they care about comes from his reckless choices.
just got back from the grocery store and spent 30 minutes walking the aisles only to realize i forgot to get coffee AGAIN. i swear i could just make a list and somehow still walk out with nothing on it, honestly how do i do this.