not gonna lie, the news about the Ramadan moon sighting got me spiraling. everyone is acting like it’s a festive time, but here I am, sitting with a pile of bills I can’t even pay, trying to smile like I’m living my best life. literally, my phone buzzes, and it's a reminder for that “quick chat” with my manager. all I can think is, will it be about my ‘performance’ or another pay cut? the weight o...
i used to think thirty was OLD, like, funeral-home-old. now it’s sneaking up and i’m still binge-watching crime docs at 3 am instead of achieving my dreams. my friends are posting their perfect lives, meanwhile, i'm just trying to figure out how to put on real pants for work. are they actually grown-ups or are we all just pretending while still scrolling through memes like it’s a coping mechanism?...
yooo, just saw the news about Penang Airport’s upgrades. funny thing is, I moved here for someone who ditched me after three months. now I’m watching flights come in and out while I sit alone with my sad Spotify playlists. everyone’s coupling up and living their best lives. meanwhile, I’m figuring out how to love myself again. not sure how I’ll face the next wave of love while still unlearning who I was with them. #Penang #LostAndFound
yooo, just saw the news about Penang Airport’s upgrades. funny thing is, I moved here for someone who ditched me after three months. now I’m watching flights come in and out while I sit alone with my sad Spotify playlists. everyone’s coupling up and living their best lives. meanwhile, I’m figuring out how to love myself again. not sure how I’ll face the next wave of love while still unlearning who I was with them. #Penang #LostAndFound
sometimes i listen to charli xcx and wonder if i’m allowed to feel as lost as her songs make me feel. moved to this city for a job but it's just me, working, alone. everyone assumes i have it together but they don’t see the lonely nights. the only chaos in my life is within me, no messy situationship to keep me company. kya kisi ko samajh aata hai? the emptiness stings. #CharliXcx #lonely