so i was sitting here waiting for my laundry to finish and kept checking my phone like maybe, just maybe, that one message would finally come through but nothing. it is crazy how such a small thing can just consume your whole afternoon, now i am just staring at a pile of socks that need folding and still no text.
just got off the phone with the nursing home, another fall, third this month, and all i can think is what are they even doing, feels like they do not care, and now i am stuck with this place because of the market and the endless corporate greed that just keeps piling on top of everything, can't shake the anger.
so i was walking down the street and saw that old classmate who always looked at me like i was a ghost, had to fake a smile and act like my life was together while inside i was just thinking about how my only dinner option is instant ramen again.
so i was walking down the street and saw that old classmate who always looked at me like i was a ghost, had to fake a smile and act like my life was together while inside i was just thinking about how my only dinner option is instant ramen again.
sat down to pay my bills and my heart sank when I saw my bank account balance. cannot believe I actually spent 15 dollars on a damn latte last week, should have just bought groceries instead but at this point it's all feels like just pretending to be fine…