today my grandma called me by my dead aunt's name and smiled like i was a stranger, sat in my tiny apartment with my crappy salary thinking how all my friends seem to be doing better, like they have it all figured out and here i am just trying to keep my plants alive but like it feels so dumb to even say that out loud...
just spent the last hour organizing my spice rack because apparently that's what adulthood looks like now. honestly, i still feel like i am in my parents' house but with a rent bill and a million jars i do not even use.
yaar, matlab samjho na, every time I clean my room I find that old box of childhood toys and it just hits me how much we hold onto things we don’t need, ghar wale समझते नहीं why I still keep it. I know I should toss it but then I think about all the memories और जैसे ही ये होता है, I just get stuck, stuck there doing nothing.
yaar, matlab samjho na, every time I clean my room I find that old box of childhood toys and it just hits me how much we hold onto things we don’t need, ghar wale समझते नहीं why I still keep it. I know I should toss it but then I think about all the memories और जैसे ही ये होता है, I just get stuck, stuck there doing nothing.
checked my bank account just now and saw the rent is due in 3 days but then there’s this balance staring back at me like its mocking me, so i just sat there wondering how im going to afford groceries too because a month without enough to eat feels like my reality but can’t even afford takeout anymore because of all those stupid “convenient” subscriptions that add up and now my whole life feels lik...