literally just checked my bank account and saw i have ten dollars left after rent and i had to avoid the gas station because i cannot afford it and somehow there’s still a bill coming for my phone that i don’t even remember signing up for and it is honestly so overwhelming because everyone acts like i should be fine but my heart races just thinking about tomorrow.
i should have told him he was not alone when he was still here, instead i just thought he needed space. now i am stuck thinking if he could have stayed if only…
my friend just bought a condo with a view of the city and here i am in my tiny apartment with mold on the ceiling barely making rent, scrolling through my phone while trying to ignore how their life seems so bright and mine feels so stuck in this endless cycle of late bills and cheap takeout.
my friend just bought a condo with a view of the city and here i am in my tiny apartment with mold on the ceiling barely making rent, scrolling through my phone while trying to ignore how their life seems so bright and mine feels so stuck in this endless cycle of late bills and cheap takeout.
i was so sure that moving out would be a disaster - like, everything would go wrong and i would just sink but wow, it actually went smoothly, like my bank account is intact and i even made friends with the neighbors - कोई समझتا نہیں, but here i am feeling so light and grateful