checked their social media again, scrolling through highlight reels of friends who became strangers, while I sit here alone, feeling like a ghost in a crowd, and somehow the chaos of the nrl pre-season makes it worse; it’s like watching everyone rush towards something while I'm still trying to figure out how to even be in the room. #NrlPreSeason #loneliness
everybody says being alone is a choice. but it's hard to own that when your friends just ghosted you after tying the knot. they think i’m living my best life while i drown in reminders of who we used to be. seeing the protests in italy, i can't help but think about all the noise around me and how quiet my own life has become. maybe the real fight is just trying to hold on to the memories while no ...
it's not that I don't have friends. it's just... I used to have this group that felt like home, laughter spilling out until late at night. now, I look at my phone filled with names I don’t really connect with. when I’m low, there's nobody to call, just a parade of acquaintances who know the surface me, but not the real me. it’s weird, the way people fade into strangers, like a book half-read and... I can't even remember the last time I let myself get close enough to someone to feel anything...
it's not that I don't have friends. it's just... I used to have this group that felt like home, laughter spilling out until late at night. now, I look at my phone filled with names I don’t really connect with. when I’m low, there's nobody to call, just a parade of acquaintances who know the surface me, but not the real me. it’s weird, the way people fade into strangers, like a book half-read and... I can't even remember the last time I let myself get close enough to someone to feel anything...
the way that everyone is focused on the Nepal versus Italy cricket match while I am here drowning in a flood of embarrassment. my coworker decided to forward my personal message about that cute barista to the entire team. now everyone thinks I have a crush on my caffeine dealer instead of just trying to keep my hopes alive amidst this corporate chaos. it’s all so ridiculous, but part of me secretl...