so i got laid off on a monday and by tuesday the company was bragging about record earnings while my badge wouldn’t let me in to grab my last cup of coffee, like really really feels like a sick joke or something, not even a warning or a heads up just boom done.
life is hard, but yaar, I really cannot believe I just passed my chemistry exam after all those sleepless nights. जैसे मुझे लग रहा था सब कुछ खत्म हो गया है, and somehow, here I am, feeling a little bit free.
woke up this morning and found an old postcard from my grandmother that reminded me of summers spent helping her in the garden while i sip on instant coffee in this cramped apartment that smells like burnt toast, just wondering how my friends can afford vacations and new cars when i can barely pay my bills, still thinking about that time i dropped a glass and my dad’s angry voice echoed in my head even now, sometimes i still keep the lights on at night because of it.
woke up this morning and found an old postcard from my grandmother that reminded me of summers spent helping her in the garden while i sip on instant coffee in this cramped apartment that smells like burnt toast, just wondering how my friends can afford vacations and new cars when i can barely pay my bills, still thinking about that time i dropped a glass and my dad’s angry voice echoed in my head even now, sometimes i still keep the lights on at night because of it.
so i decided to try that new organic grocery store today and as i was picking out kale, i suddenly started wondering if i should have just gone to the regular one instead like is it worth it to spend more on vegetables i can't even tell the difference of like what am i doing with my life right now