so i just discovered i need to replace my washing machine because it makes this weird noise and honestly my whole life feels like it’s falling apart since the last one broke right after i paid the rent and now i just opened my account to find it was even lower than expected so like how do i even wash my clothes now because the laundromat is gonna cost too much and it’s just another reminder that e...
sat on my worn out couch in this tiny apartment, surrounded by boxes that still need unpacking, scrolling through my friends' perfect lives on social media while my part-time job barely covers rent, wondering how they can travel and thrive while i’m stuck with hospital bills and bankruptcy paperwork, just feels so surreal and unreal that i’m the one left behind, always always just behind.
i just sat down to look at my empty fridge again and saw a flyer for a local charity event while my neighbors were throwing a party and laughing. they seem to be living these whole lives while i barely recognize myself after coming back from everything, like my accomplishments just meant nothing and now im alone in this little apartment, wondering if all that effort mattered.
i just sat down to look at my empty fridge again and saw a flyer for a local charity event while my neighbors were throwing a party and laughing. they seem to be living these whole lives while i barely recognize myself after coming back from everything, like my accomplishments just meant nothing and now im alone in this little apartment, wondering if all that effort mattered.
یار، سمجھو نا please، آج صبح میں نے خود سے سوچا کہ کیسا عجیب لگتا ہے کہ سب لوگ میری باسی چائے پر ہنستے ہیں، جبکہ مجھے سوچنا پڑتا ہے کہ ایک بیڈ کمرے کے اپارٹمنٹ میں ایک ایسی زندگی گزارنا پڑتا ہے جہاں ہم سب کچھ سمجھے بغیر خوش رہنے کی کوشش کرتے ہیں اور کوئی سمجھتا نہیں۔