not gonna lie, seeing sanjay agarwal get that extension hit differently. it’s like, there are people getting secure futures while I can't even secure a date. I keep getting ghosted, like my love life is a horror movie where I'm just the lead character who doesn’t survive. it makes me think—maybe I was the one holding onto something that never even existed... but maybe I’m just running away from a ...
literally caught myself refreshing my feed just to check on the “latest” from Muhammad Waseem. i should be working, honestly. but here i am, alone with my sandwich, feeling more invested in his T20 dreams than my own life choices. honestly, what does it say about me that i’m trying to channel a sports hero while debating whether to go back to my miserable job or order takeout again? the existentia...
honestly, i said no to a spontaneous trip because I thought I should be responsible, but now i’m haunted by the what ifs—what if i had let loose for just once, what if those memories could have been my escape from this never-ending cycle of routine. every time i see my friends laughing together in pictures, it’s a painful reminder of the fun i missed while choosing to be “practical.” #regrets #loneliness
honestly, i said no to a spontaneous trip because I thought I should be responsible, but now i’m haunted by the what ifs—what if i had let loose for just once, what if those memories could have been my escape from this never-ending cycle of routine. every time i see my friends laughing together in pictures, it’s a painful reminder of the fun i missed while choosing to be “practical.” #regrets #loneliness
ever find yourself clinging to a shadow of a friendship, convinced its just a rough patch, but deep down you know it’s already buried? i keep telling myself i’ll just shoot one more text, like a dog barking at an empty park, only to realize it’s just me talking to my own reflection. all the pieces of me that were crafted around them are left scattered like confetti, and as i watch everyone pair of...