literally just watched my sister post about her perfect engagement and here i am in my tiny apartment with nothing but a cold cup of tea, घर वाले समझते नहीं that i feel like a complete failure every day.
literally waited nine months for a therapist and still no luck, but hey, crisis hotline said they are busy so i guess my emotional meltdown can wait too. honestly thought google could optimize my mental health, but i guess they only handle algorithm stress, not human chaos.
sitting in the living room just staring at the wall—checking my phone every few minutes for a message that probably will never come while the laundry just sits there unput away and all i can think about is that one time i lost a sock in the dryer and nobody ever saw it again.
sitting in the living room just staring at the wall—checking my phone every few minutes for a message that probably will never come while the laundry just sits there unput away and all i can think about is that one time i lost a sock in the dryer and nobody ever saw it again.
just spent an hour looking for my favorite pen that i always put in the same spot and then realized i had been holding it the whole time like how does this happen honestly, am i even awake right now.