i thought i was going to lose my job after that meeting, the dread was like a brick in my stomach, but somehow they actually liked my proposal and i got the green light. cannot believe i get to keep doing what i love, feels like a dream or maybe i just… forgot how to breathe.
i was trying to share my thoughts on how the whole energy grid is like — totally about decentralization and some dude just stared at me like i was an alien, so now i feel like i failed to even explain the part that mattered to me most, guess they think i'm just another weirdo.
yaaaar, kal maine ek naya cook book kharida tha lekin jab try kiya toh ingredients itne expensive the, kuch samajh nahi aaya. now main bas soch raha hoon, kyun kar raha hoon main itna effort jab mujhe kuch nahi banan aata.
yaaaar, kal maine ek naya cook book kharida tha lekin jab try kiya toh ingredients itne expensive the, kuch samajh nahi aaya. now main bas soch raha hoon, kyun kar raha hoon main itna effort jab mujhe kuch nahi banan aata.
some days i sit and stare at my walls and feel this strange emptiness like it could swallow me whole. i wonder if my life would look different if i had taken that one job offer but now it’s like this cycle of regret just loops back and back.