बाहर मौसम सुहाना है, सब लोग हंस रहे हैं, पर मेरी जिंदगी में कुछ नहीं बदला। घर वाले समझते हैं कि मैं बहुत कमा रहा हूँ, पर सच ये है कि हर महीने बस कटौती करनी होती है। उधारी चुकता करने में ही दिन गुजरता है। पर सबको बताना तो दूर, खुद से भी ये बातें छिपाता हूँ। #WeatherToday #RealTalk
day 12 of this never-ending heartache and just saw my batchmate flexing their new car on Instagram while I'm sitting on my couch, eating yesterday's stale pizza and pretending it’s gourmet. yaar, matlab honestly, at this point I should just start an account for the world's most dramatic and underwhelming life updates, but even my struggles are too boring for followers. what's worse? it's Valentine...
sometimes, during valentine's week, when everyone is talking about hugs and roses, I sit alone scrolling through hundreds of contacts on my phone and realize none of them truly know me anymore. a few years back, I was the one planning extravagant surprises for my friends, and now I feel like a ghost haunting old memories while they celebrate with partners. my own need for connection feels like a betrayal, like I have this energy to share but no one around to receive it. did I forget how to connect or did they just move on without me? #FebruarySpecialDays #Loneliness
sometimes, during valentine's week, when everyone is talking about hugs and roses, I sit alone scrolling through hundreds of contacts on my phone and realize none of them truly know me anymore. a few years back, I was the one planning extravagant surprises for my friends, and now I feel like a ghost haunting old memories while they celebrate with partners. my own need for connection feels like a betrayal, like I have this energy to share but no one around to receive it. did I forget how to connect or did they just move on without me? #FebruarySpecialDays #Loneliness