sat on the floor of my tiny studio, eating cold takeout while scrolling through everyone’s birthday posts that i missed. felt like a ghost at my own party, watching friends take vacations, buy houses, like im just stuck in a loop of bad sitcom reruns, trying to pretend this is fine or whatever.
sitting alone at this diner after another shift and it hits me that i haven’t really talked to anyone in weeks, scrolling through my contacts and just seeing names i don’t even recognize anymore. guess that’s what happens when you’re always working, sometimes i wonder if i’ll even remember what real conversation feels like.
got these new shoes and realized the moment i put them on that i forgot how tight they were, now my feet are killing me and i just keep thinking about how i could have used that money for literally anything else. why did i say yes to this, my whole day is ruined by some dumb decision and the shoes just keep squeezing tighter.
got these new shoes and realized the moment i put them on that i forgot how tight they were, now my feet are killing me and i just keep thinking about how i could have used that money for literally anything else. why did i say yes to this, my whole day is ruined by some dumb decision and the shoes just keep squeezing tighter.
sat on the couch today, just staring at the wall while my kid was having another meltdown and realized i still have that expired gift card that will not cover the cost of even half a toy they want but somehow everyone thinks its easy, it is so exhausting just trying to keep up with this endless cycle of want and need and here i am clutching that tiny piece of plastic that means nothing…