the way that everyone is hyping up shanaya kapoor got me thinking about my own life. like, i just dodged the “what are you doing now” question at a family wedding and that was the best part of my day. im lowkey considering telling them im running a successful lemonade stand, or i dont know, maybe my “acting career” in the living room counts? can you imagine if they found out i was laid off? they'd...
सच कहूं, मैं भी कभी ये सोचती हूं— क्या मेरा प्यार मेरे कर्ज़ की तुलना में बड़ा होगा? जैसे शानाया कपूर का नया रोल और मैं, जिंदगी में कहीं उलझी हुई। घर वाले कह रहे हैं, "शादी कर ले," लेकिन मैं खुद से पूछती हूं— क्या ये सच में मुझे खुश करेगा, जब मेरा सपना बस एक भागदौड़ बनकर रह गया है? जो शानाया एक फिल्म में जी रही है, मैं वो सब देखने के लिए पैसे भी नहीं जुटा पा रही। किसी को भी ये बात नहीं पता चलती। म...
ever sat in the middle of a breakup and felt like your whole identity just vanished? i literally rebuilt myself around them, and now it feels like i’m walking through life wearing someone else's clothes. watching everyone couple up while i'm left with nothing but leftover memories feels like some sick joke. honestly, at one point, i thought about faking my death just to see who would notice. spoiler alert: nobody would.
ever sat in the middle of a breakup and felt like your whole identity just vanished? i literally rebuilt myself around them, and now it feels like i’m walking through life wearing someone else's clothes. watching everyone couple up while i'm left with nothing but leftover memories feels like some sick joke. honestly, at one point, i thought about faking my death just to see who would notice. spoiler alert: nobody would.
just realized i have more unwashed coffee mugs than friends now. today, while pouring another cup to drown out the silence, i remembered how every time they laughed, i thought it would last forever. it’s weird—i built so much of myself around someone who isn’t here, and now all i have is a collection of mismatched mugs and regrets that just keep piling up. turns out being single and socially dista...