yooo, the Raptors just made some moves and here i am, still scrolling through old texts like it's a soap opera season finale—everyone else is coupling up while i’m locked in this nostalgic rewatch of a friendship that has expired. it's wild how i built my whole summer around them, like those classic rap albums—full of hits and heartbreaks. meanwhile, life feels like it's got me on the bench, missi...
it's not that i miss them; it’s just hard to watch someone walk away and pretend it doesn’t feel like losing a piece of myself. seeing them settle down makes me wonder if this is just my own failure echoing in their happiness. their wedding felt like a door closing, while i’m left in the same room, drowning in my student loans and quietly regretting every path not taken. maybe someday they'll real...
i just read about the whole Epstein mess. meanwhile, i’m sitting here with a list of acquaintances instead of friends. i post a perfect smile on social media, but really, i just scroll through a million likes from people who couldn’t tell you my favorite food. i laughed at people’s drama for being caught in a web of their own making. but honestly, don’t we all feel trapped in something, hoping someone really sees us before it all crumbles? how do you even explain the loneliness of being surrounded yet so disconnected? #Efta00133623 #LonelyHeart
i just read about the whole Epstein mess. meanwhile, i’m sitting here with a list of acquaintances instead of friends. i post a perfect smile on social media, but really, i just scroll through a million likes from people who couldn’t tell you my favorite food. i laughed at people’s drama for being caught in a web of their own making. but honestly, don’t we all feel trapped in something, hoping someone really sees us before it all crumbles? how do you even explain the loneliness of being surrounded yet so disconnected? #Efta00133623 #LonelyHeart
it's not that i have a subscription problem… it's just that when i got my last bank statement, i realized i had been unknowingly supporting an entire farming simulator and a bird watching app. i never even planted a pixelated crop or spotted a rare parakeet, but there i was, $200 deep into an adventure of literally nothing. and then i started wondering if my life choices reflected a deeper existen...