got to the grocery store, walked in and immediately forgot what i came for, just stood there staring at the snacks like that would jog my memory, ended up buying too many cookies instead of the one thing i needed, now my pantry is full but still no answer for my empty fridge.
ran into that person i avoid and had to force a smile like everything's fine, meanwhile i just checked my account and i can barely afford my rent this month. i hate that i had to turn down a concert because i need to save every penny just to keep my head above water.
staring at my wall in this tiny apartment while my friends post about promotions and vacations like it's nothing, i'm over here waiting for months just to talk to someone about why i literally can’t get off the couch and it’s wild how expensive everything is but mental healthcare is just this empty promise that no one actually cares about, honestly how are people just expected to pick themselves up when the system is so broken, like does anyone get it?
staring at my wall in this tiny apartment while my friends post about promotions and vacations like it's nothing, i'm over here waiting for months just to talk to someone about why i literally can’t get off the couch and it’s wild how expensive everything is but mental healthcare is just this empty promise that no one actually cares about, honestly how are people just expected to pick themselves up when the system is so broken, like does anyone get it?
उस दिन एक पार्टी में गई थी और सभी मुझसे सिर्फ उस प्रोजेक्ट की तारीख के बारे में सवाल कर रहे थे, जबकि मैं बस वो बेसुध महसूस कर रही थी कि मेरा काम तो किसी को याद नहीं है। पूरी शाम सबके चेहरे देखती रही, वो लोग बस प्रमोशन के बारे में बात कर रहे थे और मैं अपने छोटे से अपार्टमेंट में लौटने की सोच रही थी जहाँ मेरी सैलरी अब बस बिल भरने के लिए ही बचती है।