yooo, just saw that my job is being advertised online and it hit me like the sudden bus cancellations. like, am i so irrelevant they just decided to post my position while i’m still over here juggling my mental breakdown and figuring out dinner options for the week? meanwhile, all my friends are posting new houses and shiny cars, and I’m out here Googling 'how to survive on instant noodles'. guess...
not gonna lie, when I saw that news about Dhakshineswar Suresh and all these wins, I couldn’t help but think about my own tiny victories that feel invisible. yaar, here I am struggling to stay awake during a boring online class while my friends are winning medals and buying fancy cars. matlab, just yesterday I was deciding whether to eat instant noodles or some leftover rice. life is such a chaoti...
ok but have you ever stopped sharing your good news because people gave you that disappointed look? like when you bring donuts to a meeting, and instead of excitement, someone whispers about calories. it’s like, what am I supposed to do, hide my happiness behind a screen like a kid hiding their favorite toy? why does joy have to feel like betrayal?
ok but have you ever stopped sharing your good news because people gave you that disappointed look? like when you bring donuts to a meeting, and instead of excitement, someone whispers about calories. it’s like, what am I supposed to do, hide my happiness behind a screen like a kid hiding their favorite toy? why does joy have to feel like betrayal?
no because this whole dhakshineswar suresh tennis buzz just makes me feel like i am stuck in a never-ending loop of bad choices. everyone’s out there achieving dreams and i’m in my apartment, staring at the wall, realizing that those once-close friends are just a contact on my phone now. کبھی کبھی تو سوچتا ہوں, maybe if i had chosen a different path, things would be different, yaar. but here i am,...