day 63 of sitting alone in my apartment. i have a hundred contacts on my phone but only two people i’d actually invite over if the place didn’t look like a set from a hoarder reality show. it's funny how you can feel utterly EMPTY in a crowd of “friends” you don’t even recognize anymore. i swear, the more adulting i do, the more my phone feels like a dark joke where nobody’s in on the punchline.
the way that everyone is buzzing about neymar returning makes me feel even more isolated. i just sat in my room with a stack of magazines that hold all my empty ambitions. feeling like i’m performing a life my parents dreamt of, while my friends become strangers. i scroll through a contact list full of names, but i can't help but think… who would actually care if i just vanished for a while? it’s ...
not gonna lie, every time my family brags about me to the neighbors, I feel like a ghost in my own life—haunting my social media scrolling through endless wedding celebrations while feeling completely invisible. I have all these contacts, yet nobody to call when I'm down—just strangers pretending to know me. the reality hits harder with every scam alert I see—it's just a reminder that if I can't trust the world to keep me safe, maybe it's time to lock down my heart too. I wonder if anyone ever sees the real me behind the facade. #CybersecurityTips #LonelinessAwareness
not gonna lie, every time my family brags about me to the neighbors, I feel like a ghost in my own life—haunting my social media scrolling through endless wedding celebrations while feeling completely invisible. I have all these contacts, yet nobody to call when I'm down—just strangers pretending to know me. the reality hits harder with every scam alert I see—it's just a reminder that if I can't trust the world to keep me safe, maybe it's time to lock down my heart too. I wonder if anyone ever sees the real me behind the facade. #CybersecurityTips #LonelinessAwareness
i just found out coal india announced some huge interim dividend, and here i am wondering if i can afford to order takeout again this month. it feels like everyone around me is pulling ahead, while i’m still figuring out which end is up. my friends buy houses and cars like it’s a trip to the store, and all i can manage is an empty fridge and anxiety that plays on repeat. seeing news like this remi...