woke up at 3am again just staring at the ceiling, saw my buddy’s post about his new place and that 9 month waiting list for therapy feels like a lifetime now, like i am trapped in this cycle where my best meal was takeout and a bottle of cheap wine while everyone else is popping champagne in their high rises.
so apparently if you smile for one second in a photo that totally means your disability doesn't count, which is honestly wild because i literally spent the whole day struggling to get off the couch but that one snapshot? guess that was my golden ticket to happiness.
so i’m standing there at this awards ceremony, completely convinced i’m about to win something huge, and when they announce the winner it’s the kid who always tried to sell me candy in elementary school like um what. somehow my mind goes blank and i just start clapping like an idiot while trying not to scream and ask if he takes debit cards.
so i’m standing there at this awards ceremony, completely convinced i’m about to win something huge, and when they announce the winner it’s the kid who always tried to sell me candy in elementary school like um what. somehow my mind goes blank and i just start clapping like an idiot while trying not to scream and ask if he takes debit cards.
हर दिन ऑफिस में देखता हूँ कि कैसे सब लोग आगे बढ़ रहे हैं, जबकि मुझे कोई नहीं बुलाता लंच पर, सैलरी वही है और वो प्रमोशन्स जो कभी पास थे अब ख्वाब बन गए हैं। घर में बस यही बातें सोचते हुए एक कप चाय लेकर बैठता हूँ, वो जो रिश्ते हैं, वो अब पुख्ता नहीं रहे।