you ever stop checking in on someone because they only ever wanted to share their problems—while i’m over here wondering if my hair looks good? so, i’m sitting there thinking—are they gonna notice i haven’t texted back in a week? like, if a tree falls in a forest, does anyone even care if i'm okay? then, just as i'm gearing up to do something dramatic like confront them, i find out that pangdemoni...
yooo, i started watching that "daldal" series everyone's buzzing about. thought i could lose myself in it like everyone else. instead, it felt like a mirror, reflecting back all my unresolved baggage and fears. like, why do i feel more trapped watching other people's lives than i do living my own? it’s the kind of exhausting reality check that makes you question if you’re even playing the game rig...
So when my mom asked when I’m having kids, I was just like—well, I haven’t even figured out how to pay for my three subscriptions that keep my fake persona alive. Isn’t it wild how everyone thinks I’m swimming in luxury because I have great taste in thrifted blazers? I mean, who needs kids when I’m already juggling debt that feels like a circus act, while nodding along to conversations about 'financial freedom'—as if that even exists for someone who's still figuring out how to afford organic toothpaste.
So when my mom asked when I’m having kids, I was just like—well, I haven’t even figured out how to pay for my three subscriptions that keep my fake persona alive. Isn’t it wild how everyone thinks I’m swimming in luxury because I have great taste in thrifted blazers? I mean, who needs kids when I’m already juggling debt that feels like a circus act, while nodding along to conversations about 'financial freedom'—as if that even exists for someone who's still figuring out how to afford organic toothpaste.
शादियों में जब मम्मी पूछती हैं कि "तेरा भतीजा इतना टॉप कर रहा है, तू क्या कर रही है?" तो मन में बस ये सोचती हूं कि ये लोग कभी मेरे साथ नहीं बैठे, कभी मेरी फीलिंग्स नहीं समझी। घर में सबको बस नंबर और ग्रेड्स से मतलब है, मेरी दिमागी सेहत किसे समझ आएगी, जैसे सब कुछ ठीक है और मैं बस… क्या हूँ, ये खुद ही नहीं जानती। #StateBankOfPakistan #ToxicFamily