just spent an hour organizing my spice rack and somehow now i am more overwhelmed than when i started, like congrats to me for aligning my coriander but my mental state is still a chaotic jumble, and somehow none of this feels useful at all. it is honestly wild how much effort i put into tiny jars when i can't even figure out how to jar up my own feelings, so good job me.
just found out that my favorite coffee shop is closing and honestly it feels like my whole routine is crumbling like i relied on those overpriced lattes more than i thought, and now what am i gonna do, pay for a freaking pour-over somewhere else or just give up caffeine?
was going through old boxes and found my high school yearbook. flipping through it made me feel really weird because i can't remember who most of these people are but i used to think they mattered so much.
was going through old boxes and found my high school yearbook. flipping through it made me feel really weird because i can't remember who most of these people are but i used to think they mattered so much.
i just stared at the ceiling for an hour after finding a half-eaten sandwich from last week under my bed, my mind racing with where everything went wrong and how it’s all just slipping away, like, did i really let it get to this point?