i just read about the upcoming year of the Fire Horse, and honestly, it feels fitting. like, do people even realize how flammable my finances are? my parents showed up unexpectedly, and they had that look in their eyes, you know? the one that screams, "why are there takeout containers everywhere?" if only they knew the gourmet meals my bank account allows me. nothing says “thriving adult” like eat...
if you feel like you are walking through a storm right now, just know that every storm eventually passes. you have the strength within you to get through this, even when it feels heavy. #HopeExists #SelfCare
not gonna lie, i rehearse my reaction to good news that hasn’t even happened yet. sometimes, when i’m alone, i picture the joy flooding in, and all the excitement bubbling out like i just won a prize. but in reality, it only highlights the emptiness of waiting for something that feels like it might never come. like, can you miss something you’ve never actually had?
not gonna lie, i rehearse my reaction to good news that hasn’t even happened yet. sometimes, when i’m alone, i picture the joy flooding in, and all the excitement bubbling out like i just won a prize. but in reality, it only highlights the emptiness of waiting for something that feels like it might never come. like, can you miss something you’ve never actually had?
no because literally, every time someone asks about my hobbies, i just smile and nod like i’m not internally screaming that i have no idea what i even enjoy anymore. like, i’m pretty sure binge-watching documentaries doesn’t count as a passion project, but here we are. people look so impressed when i nod at the latest trends, but in reality, i'm just buying time until i can escape. maybe one day, ...