this whole thailand women vs malaysia women buzz feels like a reality check. while they are out there smashing goals, i sit scrolling through pictures of my exes tying the knot, wondering if my life choices lead me to a never-ending cycle of uncertainty. it's exhausting trying to figure out who i am without someone else’s shadow hanging over me, all while feeling like my student debt is laughing a...
yooo, saw that video of NTU students throwing lo hei at each other and it hit different, like, is that the wildest thing? it’s like a modern day metaphor for adulthood. hundreds of contacts, but at my lowest, who’s actually there? i scroll through my phone and think, am i the only one left picking up the pieces of old friendships while everyone else is busy playing in the chaos? you ever feel that...
yo, I’ve spent way too much time crafting this thank you speech for an award I haven't even won yet. it feels ridiculous, but the idea of being up there in front of everyone, feeling special for a moment, pulls at something deep inside me. I write it all down, the words flow like they actually matter, even though I know nobody's looking for me to shine. it’s like rehearsing a victory in a life where I'm constantly just blending in with the background.
yo, I’ve spent way too much time crafting this thank you speech for an award I haven't even won yet. it feels ridiculous, but the idea of being up there in front of everyone, feeling special for a moment, pulls at something deep inside me. I write it all down, the words flow like they actually matter, even though I know nobody's looking for me to shine. it’s like rehearsing a victory in a life where I'm constantly just blending in with the background.
not gonna lie, seeing Lokesh Kanagaraj step into the spotlight just makes me think about all the people I've let slip away—like, they get their moment and I'm still in the dark, waiting. every time I finally think I’ve found someone to connect with, they leave, just like those roles that don’t stick around long enough for the audience to get attached. maybe I’m the problem? or maybe I just never l...