i keep practicing a thank you speech for an award i will probably never win. it feels surreal to realize that even though i have hundreds of contacts, not one of them knows me well enough to see how much i struggle sometimes. there’s something funny about being surrounded by faces that fade in and out, while the people who truly get me became strangers a long time ago.
honestly, saw this seedance 2.0 video with tom cruise and brad pitt fighting, and for a second, i forgot about my problems. yaar, matlab, it’s crazy how easily we can get distracted, right? while everyone's posting vacation pics and living large, i'm here trying to figure out if i can stretch my last meal into two days. people think i'm fine, but little do they know, i'm like a duck on water—calm ...
last night, i found myself staring at the news about imran khan. funny how the world picks its heroes while mine barely remembers my name. yaar, samjho na please, everyone's got their vision and purpose, while i’m lost in this fog of mediocrity. like, how do you explain to anyone that you're just tired of not being noticed? کچھ سمجھتا نہیں. #Pakistani #loneliness
last night, i found myself staring at the news about imran khan. funny how the world picks its heroes while mine barely remembers my name. yaar, samjho na please, everyone's got their vision and purpose, while i’m lost in this fog of mediocrity. like, how do you explain to anyone that you're just tired of not being noticed? کچھ سمجھتا نہیں. #Pakistani #loneliness
उफ, सभी रिश्तेदारों की शादियों में जाकर मेरी जिंदगी एक इंटरव्यू की तरह लगती है। "क्या तुमने किसी को देखा? ये क्या कर रहे हो?" घर वाले समझते नहीं, और मुझे तो बस ये कहने का मन करता है कि "मुझे भी चाहिए पर लोन चुकाने की फिक्र ज्यादा है।" उस दिन जब मैंने seedance 2.0 का वीडियो देखा, मैं सोच रहा था कि ये सब तो फ़िल्म है, असल ज़िंदगी में कौन लड़ाई कर रहा है? फाइट सीन तो चाहिये, लेकिन मेरी तो ख्वाहिश है ...