yaar, matlab samjho na, kuch mahine pehle ek dost se baat karna chhod diya tha kyunki kisi wajah se busy ho gaya tha - ab jab phone kholta hoon toh contact list dekh ke lagta hai, koi nahi hai, aur uss text ka sochta hoon jo kabhi bheja nahi. मुझे समझ में नहीं आता कि क्या करना है, बस akela hi baithta hoon.
yaar, matlab samjho na - it’s been four years since I told my family I’m gay and they just started sending me matrimonial profiles like I’m their little project, but like can we not pretend I did not just drop a bombshell here, it’s like throwing a wedding in a minefield - कोई समझता نہیں.
yar, matlab samjho na, jab main kitchen me ek dum naye recipes try karta hoon aur wo sab khaas dish ban jaati hai, par mujhe sirf noodles ya omelette khane ki aadat hai — और तब मेरी दोस्तें Instagram पर अपनी gourmet plates की फोटो पोस्ट करती हैं, समझ में नहीं आता क्यूं इतना struggle ho raha hai.
yar, matlab samjho na, jab main kitchen me ek dum naye recipes try karta hoon aur wo sab khaas dish ban jaati hai, par mujhe sirf noodles ya omelette khane ki aadat hai — और तब मेरी दोस्तें Instagram पर अपनी gourmet plates की फोटो पोस्ट करती हैं, समझ में नहीं आता क्यूं इतना struggle ho raha hai.
i always thought love meant sacrifice but now i wonder if i just gave away too much of myself, like somehow i let it happen and now my kids feel the weight of my choices. sometimes i want to scream about how unfair it all is but then i just remember i have to keep moving forward for them, no matter how tired i am.