i forgot to eat all day and only realized when my head started pounding at nine, feeling a bit like my existence just kind of slipped away while i scrolled through random feeds. now it is just me and the loneliness of ignoring myself, like a bad habit i can’t shake off.
जब मैं अकेले अपने छोटे से फ्लैट में बैठा हूँ और लोगों की तस्वीरें देखता हूँ जो अपने बिज़नेस का सपना पूरा कर रहे हैं, सोचता हूँ कि बस काम और सपना कितना दूर है, पता नहीं किस वजह से है सबकुछ जैसे कोई और नहीं समझता और खुद को थका देता हूँ, बस खाना बनाना और खुद को ऐसे ही समझाना जैसे सब कुछ ठीक है।
stood in the kitchen for like 10 minutes holding a pack of mismatched batteries, thinking i had a light that needed them but nothing in my apartment works like it should anyway. felt so pointless staring at the mess of old jars and that dusty plant, while my friends keep posting about their promotions and nice dinners like what am i doing wrong here
stood in the kitchen for like 10 minutes holding a pack of mismatched batteries, thinking i had a light that needed them but nothing in my apartment works like it should anyway. felt so pointless staring at the mess of old jars and that dusty plant, while my friends keep posting about their promotions and nice dinners like what am i doing wrong here
تھکاوٹ کی حالت میں کچھ دنوں سے ہر بار جب وہ اکیلے کھڑی ہوتی ہیں، مجھے محسوس ہوتا ہے کہ میرے دل کی دھڑکن کے ساتھ مجھے اپنی بھی یہی حالت کرنی ہے۔ لوگ سمجھتے نہیں کہ گھر کی صفائی اور کھانا پکانا بھی کتنا اہم ہوتا ہے۔